So, I'm a 23yr old heroin addict trying to stay clean...well sometimes trying, sometimes driving myself mad thinking about it. The truth is I've done it once in the past six months, which is pretty good i think. But then of course there are days like today when I would give my right leg for a shot. I guess boredom has a lot to do with it.
I've just moved to a different state with myboyfriend who also has had a serious problem with dope. The thing is, hes been fine without it..doesn't look for it, doesn't bring it up...nothing. It makes me wonder if maybe he was just ready to stop and I'm not. The implications of that are frightening. Aggh.
